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Stupid, Stupid, Stupid. You can't ever get it right. Shut up. It's not my fault, it's just I'm very . . . moronic when it comes to these things. Well? Well what? I can't very well take both. . . . True . . . And I can only really take one . . . It's forbidden. I know . . . But still, I'm routing for . . . . . . . . . What are you routing for!? I don't even know. Of course you don't. So similar but in two completely different ways. So different . . . but AGH! You hate this don't you? A lot. . . . I think I'm going to be sick.

What is this feeling? I think I may remember it vaguely, but it has been over a year. Impatient, Restless, thoughtful? Yes all of those, but that's not what's bugging me. Do I miss it? Really? Think about this, you know you hate it after, what, three months? Maybe it'll be different this time. Huh. Maybe, who knows. But three really? Well yes, but one I don't need, the other two . . . who knows. I don't get it . . . I really don't. It would be nice though. To share and all. But it grows so fast. Not this time though, I'd make sure to let it grow slowly. But joyfully.

Prologue I take a deep breath, breathing in the last bits of summer that still lingered in the air. I smile and look at the roaring campfire, I don't know how or why but somehow my life changed countless times through the course of the most beautiful summer I ever witnessed. Well, maybe my life didn't change, honestly compared to this, it feels like I was dead before and now at this moment, where it feels the most real, my life restarted. Looking back now, my life technically started re-birthing two weeks before summer when I got a letter that made me do something that lead me here . . . ~oOo~ Dear Mr. Sora Ssuto-mu, Thank you very much f

Chapter One – I have a run in with an old friend Breath, I tell myself as I walk down the hall, stay calm, cool, and collected. I turn the corner of the hallway and my eyes instantly fall on Charlie, he's a writer, freelance mostly. He was a year older then me physically, but as he always says, "I may be seventeen, but you're almost twenty-five" I hated it, it made me feel old and I can't see my self past twenty-five either. He looked scared, his black hair was wavy which isn't normal for him. Could the body really be that unsettling? I quickly observe my surroundings, the hotel hallway was incredible the walls where a nice mocha colou

 Chapter Zero – Just an Introduction Lilly Anderson, walked down the hallway gracefully, it seemed almost rehearsed, she looked right at me and smiled. As she always said, no matter how big of a catastrophe a warm smile is sometimes all that it takes. I on the other hand wasn't able to smile, I had already seen the body. But I won't go further, she was my love, and she was so quickly taken away from me. She was the most amazing young woman, beautiful, intelligent, witty, slightly sarcastic, and she always seemed to know exactly what everyone wanted to hear or see. Although she was blonde, she acted far from it, and people would never l